Tuesday 24 February 2015

Dear diary,

Everything is so shitty. I think that everything happens for a reason but I really don't undersand what's going on. At Uni I feel out of place, I cannot talk to people I've recently meet without acting weirdly and I'm always upset with myself. 
I know that sometimes I ask for too much attention but I feel out of place at Uni. Don't get me wrong I love Uni but the problem are "my friends": the one with low selfautoestime, the depressed, the lonely and me. I can't belive this has come to me all at the same time... I want to keep my friendship with them but I literally cannot be friends with them if they keep ignoring me. I know they don't realize about it and I cannot blame them but I really don't like this situation. I'm having too many bad days in a row and I'm starting to get worried about myself.. this isn't normal and I don¡t know what to do. I know I can always put some distance between us, or should I talk to them... I really don't know how to act. Nevermind, studies always go first and I should be writting an essay and here I am, complaining about my problems....

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